Its only after watching grey's anatomy did I truly wake up to the fact that what i am doing for a living is complete crap. But the fact is, its crap that pays me decently. So there are 2 things I can do

(a) Keep cribbing about the fact that I am doing complete crap for a living
(b) Treat this as something that I need to do for money....and do what I really like on my own time.

Im going to try and work on option (b). Its not gong to be easy. There are enough people I know who will make it difficult. To be fair to them, they do it in complete innocence...rather, they do it because its what they do. But I think I can do better. And Im surely going to try